The Toy Lady At Play

The Toy Lady At Play
Let it Ride

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

~ Moe~

There is def a time in our lives where we have to decide if the current course you're on is the the one that has been laid out for you......Question everything! Trust nothing but your gut feeling, and never ever look back... I will be walking in a new path..........I hope you'll join me in my travels... It's gonna be nothing if not interesting. I have some time coming up. I wanna share some things with you. Just need to give me a moment to register whats going on and tell you what's the straight up truth about my life and the choices I have made to get me here......Thanks so much for being here... Hope you too can be honest about your downfalls and your success as I'm about to share with you all of mine.. Yes, I have the GOOD, BAD, AND THE DOWN RIGHT UGLY, .This is not my dress rehearsal. This is my once around..I plan on using it!!!!!!!

Wild Violet

On a warm, rainy, windswept evening in the south, the night sky illuminated with crackles of lightening, I set out to the barn to tend to the large herd of horses. As I walked up the road, the rain pounded down on me, my face being stung by the piercing drops of water, reminisce of rain running down my neck pooling in my bra. The coat and tank top did not offer much defense from the storm. I flung open the barn doors and uncovered my head from the hood of the coat, vigorously shaking off the rain. I peered up and saw him standing there, leaning against the wall, tight black wrangler jeans hugging every curve of his body, his form fitting t-shirt outlined his toned chest and abs, the black of his hair shot out from under his ball cap. I gasped in shock and amazement, he was beautiful. He shot me a devilish smile and continued doing chores, singing at the top of his lungs to the songs on the radio, his voice was like an angel, as I walked by, he reached out and touched my arm, I shivered. I pulled at my shirt trying to fan off the water from underneath, embarrassed by the marks left on the tank top from the rain, he smiled unfazed. Casual conversation and laughter filled the mundane routine of work, jabs, punches, pushes casual harmless gestures occurred throughout the evening, until that moment, that moment when silence fills the air and your ears ring and you hear nothing…..nothing….but your heart pounding out of your chest. In that moment when everything you know goes out the window and you become a predator after your pray, after a desire or an urge that is to strong to hold back. He looked at me again and gave a sarcastic remark, in that second, I spun on my heels and quickly walked over to him, grabbed him by the shoulder, twirled him around and pinned him against the cement wall, his expression exploded, with a look of, ‘about time’! I thrust my body against his, grabbing him by the belt loops, we locked lips, kissing in a deadly hard speed, to harsh, but right, our hands were abrasive, rough, gliding all over each other, sliding under each others clothes, feeling at one and others curves, I was engulfed in the smell of his cologne that rose up from his chest, just as I closed my eyes to take him all in with my senses, he twirled me around and slammed me against the cement wall….I gasped, still kissing me hard and furious. I was so aroused, my entire body now screaming for him! I ran my hands up his neck and through his short black curls, up and over his head knocking off his ball cap; he picked me up, pushing me against the wall. He held me there kissing my neck, slowly working his way down into my cleavage as far as my tank top would allow him to go, I held my self with one arm reaching over my head for the metal bar from the stall behind, I wrapped my legs around his body and my other arm firmly gripping into his muscled shoulder. He slowed his erotic pace, gently caressing my chest, my arms and my collarbones, teasing every inch of my upper body with his soft lips. He looked up, locking eyes with me, reaching to bite my lower lip, he then slid me down so slowly, his pants catching my crotch, giving me a thrust, and then letting me slide to the floor. Dazed, I tried to collect myself, still lost in him and hoping there was more, he grabbed my hand and pulled me down the hallway leading to a dark room, he threw piles of magazines aside that sat on an old worn out couch. He swiftly lifted my shirt off over my head and continued to have his way with my body with his hands and lips, like he was covering every inch, not letting me reciprocate, it killed me….then gently with one swoop he laid me down, he slowly glided down on top of me, this time his touch was soft and gentle, kissing my neck, nibbling at my ear, one hand firmly holding my thigh, another searching for the button on my jeans, he slowly finished undressing me, his eyes searching for mine, I caught my breath afraid I would pass out, his eyes fierce yet passionate, I managed to get my hands free from under his grasp, and take off my bra, he helped me slide my panties off slowly, kissing the bone of my hip, tickling it, making me gasp and thrust again, he enjoyed my squeamishness. He continued to kiss each line of my hip bone circling around just to the top of my panty line, teasing and tantalizing, I grabbed for his shirt and ripped it off over his head, his back muscles defined, his shoulders powerful yet gentle. I then went for his belt buckle and jeans undoing them as fast as I could, clawing at his back often and kissing his neck as I arched myself into position. He allowed me little movement, the predator had now become the pray! At that moment, it became hot, my head spinning, I reached for his neck pulling him on top of me, with one thrust he was in, my head threw back over the arm of the couch, my spine arched and knees folded and he let out a vigorous moan! As I pulled my head up and reached for his back he looked up and again gave me the devilish smile. At that moment we locked lips and again the fierce, hard kissing began, he started to thrust heavier into me, each time slamming my back into the arm of the couch, I felt nothing, but him! He reached up and slid me down further under him, I was looking straight up at him, he slowed his pace, I moved my hips gradually embracing him, feeling every inch of him, taking the time to smell him, taking in all the essence of this man, his strong arms, defined chest, his manner in which he touched and kissed me, the way he felt inside me…I reached up and grabbed his ass and thrust him into me, he gasped, I moved my hips feverishly, teasing him, then grabbed him again, this time he was there anticipating my move, we connected and with a motion both began to come, I saw stars, his body heavy and deep in mine, I could feel him pulsate an release. He sank his head in my shoulder, breathing hard, then slid his arms under my back grabbing my shoulder pulling me closer, he and I still locked together. The night wasn’t over…..nor were the rendezvous….

The Seeker

This one is called, Perfect Strangers...
It wasn't long before the eyes of these two souls met. He, jack and ginger on the rocks. She, a simple breeze. He was staying at the hotel in town on business. He had a girlfriend at home but he had felt disconnected as of lately. She doesn't have time for him like she does her girlfriends.
The beautiful young woman at the bar was waiting for the rest of her friends to show up. The plan was to meet at the hotel bar for drinks and then head out for a night on the town. As they locked eyes they both knew they needed to speak up but neither was ready. As he tossed back his drink, he made his way down the bar. She noticed his stride. Confident, but not arrogant, a bit shy, but not over the top. She already found him to be sexy. His mind is racing with the thoughts. This woman is beautiful. The way the neck line of her dress scooped down just enough to display her amazing cleavage. Her breasts looked full, perky. He would give anything to catch just one glimpse. As he stood in front of her he signaled the bar tender to replenish her drink. She knew what the plan was. They both were thinking the same thing. As he opened his mouth to speak, she quickly put her finger over his lips and grabbed his belt and pulled him in. Just as he thought she was going to kiss him, she turned and walked away with her drink.
He checked his coat blazer pocket to make sure he had his room card and very smoothly followed suit. As they arrive at the elevator, words have yet to be exchanged and that's exactly how she wanted it. Simple. Easy. And not permanent. She hit the button and turned to him. Staring at each other, they both could feel their bodies trembling. She was getting wet with anticipation and he did everything he could to stop himself from showing his excitement in the hallway. She reached up and grabbed the back of his head. A handful of hair she pulled his head down to her. Just as their lips were about to meet, the elevator door opened and just like that, she turned and walked in.
He was more intrigued by this girl than he had ever been with anyone. She was controlling him and he loved it. He called it sexy manipulation. He pushed the button to his floor and elevator began its climb. Each floor seemed to take an eternity. All he wanted was to rip her dress up over her hips and feel how tightly she could wrap her legs around him. The suspense was killing. He had no clue she was already daydreaming about his strong arms holding her up against the elevator wall while she strokes his hard throbbing cock before guiding it to her soft wet pussy. All of this going on in their heads, the elevator remained calm and quiet.
The ding of the elevator stopping made their hearts skip beats like children on Christmas morning. The presents were right in front of them, but they couldn't have them just yet. As they exit the elevator towards his room, his mind was racing. "How do I start? How fast do I go? Is she going to come at me?" He couldn't stop.
Finally, they are at the door separates these silent lovers from the most euphoric experience that either one of them had ever imagined.
She reaches into his pocket and grabs his key card. She slides the card and the door clicks open. He follows her into the room close behind. He grabs her hips and pulls her into him. Her sweet ass presses up against his dick. Rock solid and ready to feel the warmth of her insides. Her ass had the perfect bubble shape to it.
With his hands running from the tops of her thighs to her stomach up to her breasts, their breathing intensifies. She leans her head back and finally, their lips meet. This man knew how to kiss a woman. Soft lips, just the right amount of tongue. She was impressed. And she knew exactly how to twirl her tongue inside of his mouth.
Suddenly he feels hands undoing his belt. He knew that he now had to take his shirt over his head.
He grabs her hips as she guides his massive hard on into her deep tight pussy. She felt so warm and tight, he filled her inside so good! She wanted to feel him thrusting in and out of her. He pushes her up against the wall and begins to slide in and out of her. Her hands presses against the wall and her legs spread like being frisked by an officer. The both of them letting out sultry moans of pleasure.their bodies seemed to fit just right.
Now that he knew how good she felt, he wanted to know how her body tasted. He slowly pulls out and picks her up carrying her over to the bed. As he lays her down, he pulls her dress off. The breasts that he had just recently fantasized about were now exposed in front of him. They were perfect. Nice, perky brown nipples that matched her dark latina skin. Her body was perfect. She took care of herself. She looking up at him, she saw a man's man. Defined square jawline, just the right amount stubble. Following down he had perfect shoulders. Just the right definition. His chest and abs followed along the same lines. And his v shaped pelvic muscle only made her want him more.
He leans foward to kiss this woman. They don't even know each other's names but they certainly know what each other wants. He kisses back to her ears and the nape of her neck. His tongue starts to follow down and lick between her breasts. They then circle her nipples before he puts his mouth over them and sucks. His tongue flickering. He could feel her body beneath. It was begging for him to fuck her. But he wasn't there yet. He ran his tongue down to her naval. Then down just above her pussy.
He then went down to her feet and slowly kissed and licked his way from the tops of her feet to her calves, to behind her knees. He then ran his tongue to the inside of her thighs where he nibbled and kissed. She let out a moan of pleasure. Her hands holding handfuls of his hair she tries to pull his face to her dripping vagina. Just as he got there he stopped so she could feel his warm breath. Then all of a sudden his tongue begins the go to work.
He teases her clit with tongue flicks and sucking. He ran his tongue full length of her beautiful pussy. She tasted so sweet. He thrusted his tongue in and out of her. Her hips working in motions te help her feel how wonderful he is. Faster and harder he licked and sucked. He could feel her body beging to convulse. She knew that she was about to explode. He sucked and licked faster, harder. She let out a scream and her whole body tensed up. She couldn't stop moaning. Her body felt numb and her head tingled. Her whole body was beside itself in a whole separate world. This man knew how to please a woman. She wanted to show him exactly how happy he had just made her. She rolled him over on his back. As she straddles his legs both of her hands were wrapped around his cock. Hard and throbbing in her grip she began to slide her hands up and down. He looked up at her perfect tan body and was even more turned on. He loved latina women. He closed his eyes and tipped his back. To his surprise he felt her tongue circling the tip of his shaft. His body was anticipating more. Slowly she kisses up and down the side of his manhood before taking it all in her mouth. She knew how to work a man. He brushed her hair away from her face so he could see her beautiful face. In and out his cock was being worked by her mouth.
He was ready for. He needed to inside of her. She sat up and hovered over his hard dick. Slowly she slid down over him. She gasped as she could his entire cock inside of her and it felt amazing. His hands on her thighs and hips she begins to roll her hips. She felt amazing. Warm and tight. He reaches back and grabs a hold of her bubbly butt and pulls her tight. She starts to really ride him now. Her head back and eyes closed. Her perky tits bouncing with every movement that her amazing body made. His hands grabbing her tits she bounced faster and much harder. He could feel himself getting close but he wasn't done.
Without so much as a word or motion to warn her, he rolls over on top of her while still inside. Her legs wrapped tightly around his waste. He thrusts his rock hard cock in and out of her perfect pussy. Moans filled the air joining the sound of their bodies rubbing and slapping against each other. He begins to tighten body up as he feels himself ready to cum. She notices this tightens her pussy around shaft. She wraps her arms and legs tightly around him and brings him closer. In and out. Faster and stronger he thrusted. She could feel herself ready to cum. It seemed as though a million things were happening all at once and an orchestra had hit the climax of its piece. He was there! He could feel everything tense up and numb as he reached his orgasm. He let out a moan of pleasure as as well as she as they shared this spectacular sequence together. Both of their bodies were exhausted but felt so good. A feeling unlike either of these two had experienced before. They hadn't exchanged a single word to each other but knew that their bodies could do everything right. Perfect strangers...

The Seeker....

No Love Lost...
The waterfall was crashing with a crushing force into the pool just beneath the rocks. The air was filled with mist caused by the falls as the sun light bounced of the molecules casting rainbows in every direction. The air was warm and the water refreshing. All around were tall native trees with bright blooming flowers and fruits. Birds of song were serenading the jungle.
Wading in the pool below the falls just behind where the water hits were a couple vacationing from the state. They had been planning this trip for a couple of years and they were finally here. He had always thought that this is exactly what these 2 needed to put that fire back in their relationship and boy was he right. He had no idea what was coming next.
As he leaned against the rocks, his beautiful wife slowly made her way towards him. The falls in the background made the perfect back drop to show off her beautiful body. Tan skin, dark hair, deep brown eyes. She was a sight. In the years that they have been together, she has only gotten more gorgeous than the day they are succeeding. She made her way to her man and slowly started to kiss him. As their lips meet, their bodies had become one mass of warm, wet flesh. The kissing so soft and full. They always had great chemistry but life had gotten in the way and began to pull them away from the true intimacy in their lives. He used to reminisce about the days in the beginning. They were playful, exciting, fun. There were also the long nights of sex and holding each other, which also was almost always followed by hot morning sex. Those days were long gone.
These thoughts began to race through his head as her legs wrapped around him as they kiss behind the falls. He was remembering how she felt pressed against him. The way their bodies seemed to fit just right. His kisses became more intense as his hands ran through her hair, down her spine. All the while, she couldn’t remember at what point it was that these kinds of things got away from them. She loved her man more than anything in the world. She knew that this kind of thing made him happy and it hurt her that for so many years, he was living in pain. He hadn’t had the touch of his soul mate.
For this, she let him put his hands wherever, and with each area that he touched, she remembered the times in the past and couldn’t believe that they let it get away. He had run his hands all over her body. Caressing and squeezing her butt and up and down her back. He untied the top that was holding her breasts. She began to help tug it off and toss her top on the rocks and she held him closer as she kissed harder. Her body felt so good pressed against his.
He turned her around and placed her up on the rock behind him. The water glistened as the sun light hit her wet body. On the surface he was composed and very smooth. But, underneath, he was going crazy. He couldn’t believe what was going on! As she lay on her back he ran each hand up wither side of her legs and slowly pulled off her bottoms. Her legs were so long and slender. Defined by her habit of staying in shape. He felt like this was all happening for the first time.
His heart was racing and he was extremely nervous as he looked at her naked body. A sight that he could not describe with any word in the English dictionary and she was his lady. His partner, and he was one lucky man! Things like this only happen in dreams and movies. But today, it was his reality.
He worked his hands and lips up the insides of this beauties thighs. Sipping up each droplet of water that had collected. She began to open her long dark legs more as he got closer to her sweet pearl. As he approached her exposed pussy, as much as it pained him, he moved on. Working his way up her naval to her sides. This was sending shivers all over her body. She just could ne believe that this had been missing for so long. What was she to do but sit back and let it all just happen.
As he got to her mouth, they kissed again. Her hands grabbing his shoulders and running down his chest and stomach. She slid her hands into his pants and began to stroke his penis. So hard and firm. Her man had it going on. If there were ever such thing as a perfect hard on, it was his. She started to slide his trunks off his body as he knelt over her.
Working his way back down, he wanted to taste her sweet pussy’s nectar. The sound of the water and wild life made for quite the serene scene. He began to slowly work his tongue in circles around her clit. Little flicks here and there as well as sucking. He remembered how crazy it drove her when did this and he could tell it still did. Her body was moving in rhythmic motions that made him all the more turned on. Her legs now draped over his shoulders he is sucking and licking while his hands are firmly gripping her perfect breasts.
Her moans began to intensify as her body began to twitch and squirm. By this time, he wanted to be inside of her. As he sit back and adjust his position on the rocks, she looked him in his eyes and said to him, “Take me. I want you so bad.” He leans over and kisses her as he slowly slides himself inside of her. Little moans and quivers escape her lips as she lay kissing him. He slowly begins to work himself in and out. slow and deep with every motion. Each time that he went all of the way in, she moaned and squeaked at how great he felt. She was tightening herself up to help heighten his feeling.
Slow and deep turned into fast and a little bit harder. Her hands now on his back and shoulders and nails gripping tightly with every thrust. Her long legs lay over the back of his. His hands running all up and down the side of her body and paying close attention to her amazing ass. He was in a whole different state of mind at this point. Nothing mattered but he and his girl and what was going on.
He sat back and continued to thrust himself in and out of her. Watching her body movement made him so excited! The way her breasts moved up and down and the way her body reacted to his movement. She was amazing to look at. At that moment she looked at him and told him not to stop, she wanted to cum. He knew he didn’t have much longer as he could have lost it a long time ago. Faster and harder he went. Each inch of him feeling better and better to her as her pussy was now at such a heightened state, she was going to explode.
He leaned down and pulled her tightly against his chest has he thrusted deep and hard! She latched onto him tightly and began to moan loudly! Digging into his back and squeezing tighter and tighter! They were right there! And in that instant, they felt as though that magic that they felt as though they may have lost was just being pushed back by life and all that easily gets in the way. They still loved each other as much today as they did when they first meet.

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Winter time in Maine

O.O. B. in Maine is pretty damn quiet. It's one of the best times to rent a weekend on the beach front which is exactly what he did.
Have you seen the sun rise over the water and snow... It's the same look as summer, but more quiet, like it has a secrete during the winter months here in Mane. It's not for the travelers, it only here for us.. Kinda like mother nature thanks you for being here during one of the most beautiful ,and most difficult things she can create. It really is a gift given to those who brave her mood swings though the seasons.
I arrived at the hotel on the waterfront around dinner time and walked into the sweet smell of sauce and bread..This room had a waterfront view with a balcony, a full kitchen, and he had been busting ass for hours to make dinner after my very  long day of work. He moved around this small kitchen like he had been there for yrs, however the bonus for me was that all he was wearing was a pair of white silk boxers and cologne.
Standing six foot 4, ice blue eyes and dark curly hair, he was beautiful any day of the week, but that night he peaked every sense in  my body as I step into the sent and the sight. I wish you could even seen him... Truly gorgeous. All his muscles relaxed, but so defined, and well trained, so much so  that they curved around every structure of his body with great ease and precision. The sight of him standing and moving in that small kitchen was a panty peeler all in it's self., and to be perfectly honest, I felt myself taking a huge breath in and breathing it out like I was outside of my body trying to find my way back in.
I dropped my bag full off over night stuff right at the door... Walked slowly over to him as he turned around to great me and wrapped myself around his body. That first kiss was as sweet as honey drizzling down my throat. See, this man knew we only had so much time.. Between his schedule and mine we actually treasured the time spent with one another. So when he kissed me he never made it common, he made it count. Weather it was the first hello kiss, or the last goodbye kiss. It was deep, full of passion and lust, and he held nothing back in between.
He had already poured the glasses of wine and the music in the back ground was James Taylor. Yeah.collage shit... What a trip.
He handed me my glass of wine and told me to change and get "comfy" .... I followed my instructions and went into the one bedroom and changed into my "night attire"
when I came back out into the dinning area wearing a white silk teddy, white stilettos, and sheer white robe I noticed that the only  light in the entire room was lite by candlelight .... Yeah, I know. Sounds like a movie, however I was blessed enough to have this true experience. He was sitting at the table in front of the picture window that brought the nature moonlight in over the water, and there was him,  in his white silk boxers and sipping his wine....when he turned to look at me, there was no smile there was no expression, he just looked. He watched me as I walked form the bedroom to the table and sat down.
The food smelt as good as it tasted. I was tired. I was hungry, and now I was completely aroused by this man in front of me... There wasn't a lot of conversation, however there was a lot of seeing each other. I could never forget the way he watched me take a sip of my wine, the way he watched me take food into my mouth... Shit .............. The way he watched me....
I had half a plate full of food on my plate when he rose from the table and come directly over to me. He got down on his knees and touched the inside of my bear thigh with his soft but strong hands... I actually had food in my mouth as he did this... I swallowed hard, but not before he had unsnapped my teddy and placed his tongue directly against my clit.. He was was quick and precise with his placement.. It wasn't moments before every piece of food and wine was on the floor... He had cleared the table with one swoop of his wing span.... I said nothing as I watched all the food and wine hit the floor.
He lifted me from the chair and gently but firmly placed me on top of the NOW cleared table. There were no words. We said nothing to each other...... We just felt....
He made a meal of me . Starting with his mouth on my clit, riding further up my body to my nipples and decided to linger there until I grabbed his chin and brought him straight to my mouth... The smell of me in his mouth, the smell of him, all over me, the light that surrounded our bodies, was something one could never forget.... When he entered me it was soft and it was full. His lips lever left mine as I felt the wood against my back, and the warmth of his body in and on mine. He rushed nothing... Making every move with his body make my body respond to his rhythm. ... he placed his arms around my back and lifted me off the table an onto the floor.. OH YES, OH HELL YES.. On the food ,on the drink, on the everything. We made love that night on the table on, the floor, on the counter, and then again on the bathroom sink before we finally hit the bed...
Mind you, this was the first night... We had one more day and night to come........
Memories are yours to keep or share... Your body is a tool to use and share as you  wish...
Make that memory, share your tools.... Love the skin you're in so others can too.... Never ever forget the gifts you have been given.
Live HARD , Laugh OFTEN, an just BE!.....Don't live your life for others...At the end of the day, it's not theirs, IT'S JUST YOURS!!!  LOVE THE SKIN YOUR IN!
Once around people. It's a once around... GAME ON!!! I'M IN! ARE YOU?




Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Summer nights in Maine... You really can't beat them. Even though I grew up in a trailer park, my parents made sure that I had all the experienes I could have, now I know why they chose to live there, so we could have it all as kids, as they sacrificed  their everyday way of life.... Not many people who came from were I came from knew travel... This is the cool thing about my parents... We took family vacations 2 times a yr. We had anything we wanted and could dream of without my parents being  "house pour" back in the day........... Little did I know back then... being a parent today, and owning a house, oh boy owning a house!!! I have learned.You can become house pour.... LOL
Back to the story, hot summer night, I had mastered the skill of climbing in and out of my window after Mom and Dad had fallen a sleep. Remember I lived in a trailer, you just stepped out and hit ground. LMAO.
A couple friends of mine were having a house party over on the lake.(yeah, the park was directly across for a beautiful lake) We ( my girlfriend and I ) knew about this party for a few weeks now. We had our outfits ready and our clocks set to wake us in case we actually fell a sleep. There was no sleeping but complete silence for 3 hours while we waited for the folks to start snoring. .... Once we knew they were out,,, It was time to move.
We knew how to open the window without anyone hearing. We had been practicing for days. we knew how to move our bodies as to not touch any part of the house while we reached out  with our leg and foot to hit the ground.... Oh sweet lord the shit we knew after many many practices..lol.The shit you do when you really want something... One hell of a a drive.
We're out. We run through the woods in complete darkness until we hit the road that we needed to cross in order to hit the house party on the lake. We get there and the place is filled with friends and people who we have never seen before in our lives. We are greeted by my friend ( beautiful dark eyes, abs that never stopped and a smile that just couldn't fucken quiet even if he tried.) at the door and he had already told the others to start pouring our drinks. The music was loud, the people were great.. Nothing but smiles( the same smile we had cuz we snuck out and made it)so didn't they.
We enjoyed the atmospher we were in., we drank, we laughed and we partied with the best of them...

The rest is history. I didn't know where my girl was at, but I had a pretty good idea, Abs that never ended man was no where to be found either, however his brother was sitting beside me on the floor in the kitchen making sure I was OK and I had everything I needed...Good God he was beautiful..  I had know him for yrs but never even really spoken to him. Believe it or not, I was nervous.  We laughed, we talked, and then not shortly after getting to know each other a little better, he quickly rose to his feet and extended me his hand, which I toke without hesitation.
He lead me through the house and partying crowd to outside.He never dropped my hand, he even moved behind me with the guidance of his hands on my hips when the crowd got tight., but never leaving my body with his hands weather it was him holding my hand or holding my hips with guidance to lead me through the crowd. 
Once we were outside into the cool summer night air. I could see him. His eyes were deep, he had a plan, but I just didn't know what it was, but me being me, I was ALL IN. He took me down to the beach. No one was there. Just him and me.. I had been here many many times before but had never seen it under the glow of a half moon.... The water was still, almost like glass. . All you could hear was the chirping of the crickets and the songs of the frogs... (welcome to Maine)
He turned around and grabbed a full hand full of my hair.He pulled just enough so I gasped and brought my head back to follow my hair. All I felt was his worm mouth against my neck as he worked from one side of my neck to the other... It seemed like days before he dragged his lips and tongue up to my my mouth, but when he did, my lips had naturally parted with the tug on my hair , so  I received his tounge  in my mouth and his lips on mine with great ease....
He didn't want to swim, he wanted to swim in me! And I knew it,  the instant he grabbed my hair. With the small light glowing form the lake house beside us, I could see the desire in his eyes..... Oh my.... I couldn't get undressed fast enough.... He gently placed me in the leaves on the side of the beach front we were at and slowly removed his clothing... I can't tell you how beautiful this was with the small glow form the lakefront house and half moon that glimmered against his body. Oh sweet Lord, he was beautiful.... It was pure silence other then the sound of our breaths, the atmosphere in which we were in,and the rustling of leaves under my body as he worked his way to every corner of my skin...
Those nights where you had a moment in time where you hear a noise or smell that sends you right back to that moment...You never forget. The way they looked, hell, they way they looked at you. The sounds and feel of your surroundings... Your life is a gift, it's a story...You may not want to share it with the world the way I do,but I hope you never forget the way you felt on that ONE NIGHT!
It's a once around people... This motto I learned very early in and still continues to guide me through my everyday life... THIS IS NOT A DRESS REHEARSAL. This, THIS is your life, this is my life.... Please live it!!! I promise you, I will.


Thursday, January 31, 2013

No Ticket Necessary

Working retail can suck. At the end of the day, you don't want to talk to people, you don't want to fix shit. You want to leave and I had a good reason to leave. I was meeting my boyfriend in his college dorm room right before game day. I went into the bathroom at the shop and removed all my clothing. I put on thigh high white nylons, a white lace thong, white stilettos with gold heels ( purchased specifically for this night) and an evergreen one button trench coat. I left the Mall in my red t-top Camero and headed north on I-95. It's 11 pm, I'm tired from working a nine hour shift and the only thing on my mind was seeing him. Two and half hours north in the snow and sleet was the drive ahead of me. I'm driving up the highway exceeding the speed limit when the blue lights started flashing behind me. The officer came up to the car and I was so tired I was slurring my words as he got a glimpse of my breasts hanging out of the V in the neck of the trench coat. I hand over the usual documents: license, registration, and insurance with a smile and not much else on. He asked me to step out of the car and I did. He then realized I was barely dressed on this cold Winter night. He asked if I had been drinking. I said "No." He asked where I was going. I said "Orono." He asked who I was meeting. I said "My boyfriend", which brought a smile and a laugh. He told me to return to my vehicle and he checked my record. He came back and let me go on my way. He followed me for about 20 miles almost to the campus, as if I had my own police escort. I got to the dorm parking lot and proceeded up to the third floor of his co-ed dorm to see him. I knocked on the door. He opened it and there were six other football players in his dorm room besides him peering out at me in my sexy outfit. His beautiful blue eyes pierced me to my soul, curly dark hair topped his 6 foot 7 frame. He told every guy " Get the fuck out" all while keeping eye contact with me. They got the point and cleared out as I stepped aside to let them go. He brought me in the room, closed the door and pushed me up against it. The one button on my coat was quickly undone as he asked if I had worn that outfit on the drive up. I of course, said "Yes." My coat dropped to the floor and he stood there drinking me in for what felt like forever, but it was probably only two minutes. He picked me up and laid me on the counter and told me to "Shut up". My panties were removed and my legs were put on his shoulders as he dived into me like a meal. About five orgasms , he picked me up and laid me down on the bed surrounded by mirrors. All I could see was me and him in the flicker of the TV he didn't have time to shut off. He produced two ties which he used to restrain me to the bed by my wrists. He said if I spoke he would not touch me. I was very quiet.As he worked me into a frenzy, he poured tequila down my body, licking it up and spitting it into my mouth. It tasted like a mixture of sweat, pussy and tequila all in one.For the next 90 minutes he touched everything, but my clitoris and nipples. It was torture and pleasure all at the same time. At some point he finally asked me what I wanted. I said "You." Two seconds later, I could feel him thrust extremely deep inside me with his hand on my ass and another on my shoulder pulling me into him. I exploded with ecstasy. If I was too loud or dug my nails into him too deep, he would stop. At some point, he actually took off the straps from my wrists, but tied down my ankles to the bed. I had never experienced this in my entire life. Little did I know, that all of his football buddies, were outside the door recording every sound. He knew this and that's why he kept me quiet, which turned out to be a huge turn on. When he finally released me after two hours, he said " I want to hear you, feel you and make sure you leave marks on me."  I went down on him and took his penis deep in my throat to start taking out all the pent up frustration on him. I had to concentrate on taking him deep in my throat while I regulated my breathing to give him the most pleasure. Before I knew what was going on, he had grabbed my hips, lifted my lower part of my body over him into my first 69 position. His strong hands opened up my pussy lips to his mouth. The sensation of being overpowered and feeling only his tongue was amazing. I couldn't get enough of his hard cock in my mouth as he worked his magic on my clitoris. I was dripping wet and wanting more. His fingers were inside me pulling me toward him at my G spot while sucking my clitoris. He sucked the juices out of me, while I stopped concentrating  and just laid my head down on his hip bone not able to even play with his penis. We fucked for only five minutes after that and fell asleep. I awoke the next morning with blankets on me and covered in warmth.  He told me it was shower time and brought me into the men's shower room and paraded me past 5 guys who said nothing. We proceeded to enter the open shower stall no curtains, no privacy. He told me to jump up and he grabbed my ass and pushed me up to the top of the shower. I braced myself on the walls of the stall. The hot water spraying over my body felt like warm honey while he lathered me with soap all over my naked body. He let me come down and washed my back. I rinsed off and he enveloped me in a  towel. I was so tired that he lifted me up and carried me like his baby girl in his arms back to his room. He went to the game and I slept so hard for ten hours. Woke up at 9:30 at night and had missed my shift at work. He returned to the dorm a sweaty, sexy, confident mess.  He removed his football pads and clothing, gave me water and told me he would wake me up at 4 am, so I wouldn't miss my next work shift. By some miracle, I still had a job after my "sick" day. I am still haunted by the raw, erotic memories made that night. I hear that one of the guys still has my recorded moans as his ring tone on his cell phone to this day.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

universal language

Cliff diving in the middle of Spain is no joke... However the roads leading to the dive and the people you have met, and are riding there with , are no fucken joke.!!! Amazing how you connect with people you have never met and don't speak the same language with know exactly who you are and what you're about.
That being said, after two weeks in Spain I have been invited to jump off this huge cliff with many other  Spaniards. Trick is to land in a very small hole that wouldn't break any of your bones.. GREAT, I'M IN!!!
After a winding road on the side of a mountain, at very high speeds, we arrive... OMG.... It was like something out of  movie... The waterfall was so beautiful. The people were loving the place they were in.. I was the only American there, and to be honest, I was scared out of my mind.
They knew what I was feeling, however they told  me it was gonna be OK, and that they would show me the way... CRAZY, but I believed them. And THAT leap of faith brought me to the biggest jump and fall I have ever taken willingly.
I climbed to the top of the waterfall with many other people who just wanted me to take that first jump. They spoke to me in broken English (by now I knew how to speak Spanish cuz I didn't have a choice) they told me to let go and let live...That's all it took... I jumped... Oh sweet God, it was a hell of a  feeling , one I have never felt before and haven't felt sense... You are FREE. Your body and senses are in trust mode. I remembered what they said to do, and my body just did it... The water surrounded me.. The pressure was nothing like I have felt before. I was so far down. THEN all the sudden my legs and arms stared doing what they where suppose to. I made my way through the pounding water to the surface. When I surfaced all I heard was the screams and applauds from the 30 or so people who have never met me before today, BUT had taught me to jump without  reservation... They were all there... They had  held their breath, they knew what I was doing wasn't what the normal "vacationer" would be doing.. I was there to keep living and learning. I trusted in people who believed in me, even know they hadn't  known me for but a min, they got it... Sometimes you're just in the right, with many people who already know you, without having met you for except for that one min, that one eye contact, that one conversation, just don't doubt yourself.... You'll still know.. You are who you are who you are... AND it speaks to many! Not all , but many.
AND you thought I was ALL ABOUT SEX.... GET THE FUCK OUT... I AM SO MUCH MORE!!!